*Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh*

I am depressed. I have been for at least a good couple of weeks. It seems to just be a general deep funk. I just feel sad and upset by all the unfairness in the world, which is dumb, I know, because God always has a plan, and we are not always meant to understand. But sometimes those plans are a struggle for some. I struggle with why you were taken. I struggle with why Brett, Sarah, and Dalton are going through what they are, I struggle with what a family I don't even know is going through with their 4 year old. I follow their blog, it's devastating, yet they are amazing, like Sarah is amazing, like your family is amazing to me. SO why am I a sad train wreck?! BAH! It shall pass. 


 Tomorrow is your charity zumba event, and I think it is going to be hard. But we will all be together so that will make it easier. It's a great message. So important to get out there.  I hope you will be with us. You will be, you always are. I miss you....


Love, 
Chapin 

Just missing you...

I miss you. I miss you all the time but some days are harder than others. Today is a harder day. there are so many things that happen that I imagine telling you and hearing your laugh. :)

You are missed....always.

Love,
Chapin